A whole year has gone by.







People aren't kidding when they say being in love is one of the hardest things you'll ever do.



















And that it's worth every. single. minute.

I graduated.. finally.. it feels so weird to have it all over with. 


And I can honestly say that I won't miss it.  Good riddance to my high school career. 




Moving on.. I'm doing a show right now.. at Casa Manana Theatre in Fort Worth. The directors are trying to kill us. xD I'm so sore that it hurts to get in and out of the car sometimes.. lol. It's not really fun, simply because we spend the majority of our time just playing acting games, instead of rehearsing, but whatever.. it'll be done in a week and I will be happy to see the end of it. I WANT A SUMMER. I have a car now, that I can't drive because the only free time I have is on weekends, and the DMV isn't open on weekends, so I can't get my license.... And the whole 10-5 rehearsal kind of puts a damper on trying to get an interview with the financial aid people at TCC, so that I don't have to pay for college. woo.  


I'm tired... and not just physically.. 



On a different note, Aaron and I got in a semi fight last night... We've had issues with a certain something for five months now, and everytime we talk about it, and I tell him the solution I want, he says EXACT WORDS "Ok, I understand."... which leaves me with the impression that he is going to do something to change said issue. But, five freaking months have gone by and NOTHING has changed.. So I told him last night that talking to him about it was like talking to a brick wall, because he never makes any effort to LISTEN to me. He just hears me talking, but doesn't comprehend. 


I HATE when people do stuff like that to me.. I absolutely loathe it.

"Soul lovers – someone you love, and would do anything for, and someone who loves you, and would do anything for you. And in that love, nothing is required for either person, because everything is already given. You love them more than anything in the world and could not live without them. "



that basically sums it up for me.

I worked yesterday. I got there and clocked in at 10:40. I clocked out 11 and a half hours later at 10:15. I sat down twice the entire day.

And I get to do it all over again next Saturday. Woo fun. In a completely not sort of way. lol.

I need to know what you people (and when I say "you people" I'm speaking to Dorian and Nolan) want for Christmas. Because if you give me any response that is the equivalent to "Surprise me," you will be getting a gift card and some Hallmark thrown at 'cho. :D 


..the season finale of Heroes is on tomorrow... and I have to work. GRAWR.

Update on previous post:: I did not get the part. Do not ask. I am still pissed. I'm stage manager. 

Anywhooo, I went to Grapefest with Aaron and his parents today. It was reallyyy fun. Their across-the-street neighbors met us up there with they're adoooorraaabbllleee little girl, Madison. We got back about an hour ago. It was tons of fun. And, surprisingly, I'm not sunburned. I got a little, tinnyy, bit of a tan, but no burn. Which is amazing since I was out in the sun for about... four hours. lol. 

I basically just played with Madison the entire time. Both me and Aaron did, really. So that his and her parents could just chill. She's two years old, about to turn three. Blondie, blue eyes. The cutest little girl EVER, no joke. We went to the petting zoo and played in the display cars on the lot. It was really fun.

And now, I'm thinking I should actually go write the essay that I should have been doing this entire weekend. It's for a scholarship. 1,000 dollars or more for any educational purpose I need. Campus visits, tuition, prep courses, books; etc. The LeTendre Scholarship. 

I hate trying to focus.. lol 

Yesterday was auditions for "Frankenstein,"  and today were callbacks. Lauren did an AWESOME job, she auditioned for the maidservant, and in one of the scenes she was actually CRYING. She was amazing. I auditioned for the lead female role, because that's the only one I got called back for. And I'm nervous as all HELL. GAH. Because it's basically between me and one other girl out of the four that were there today. Me and Anna. Because it's like.. not OPPOSITES of eachother, but different aspects of the character. I dunno. I've been told that I did a really good job on my death scene, buuuut I guess we'll see when they post the rolls tomorrow. SO NERVOUS.

My boy is on his way to pick me up. :D I'm going to help him with his homework/eat dinner with his family/talk about auditions. He said that he misses me, because since school started we haven't really seen one another that much. It went from spending time together everyday to like.. once a week. :/ 

But anyway, I'm nervous, and happy. lol. 

Except for the fact that I have no phone.. NO CELL PHONE. So don't try to call it.

And P.S. people? FREAKING UPDATE BECAUSE I NEED INFO ON ALL OF YOU. Gaawwwdd

My boyfriend is going shopping with his ex today because I'm with my family.. if he hadn't already ditched me for two other girls the other day.. and he asked if I was okay with him going with her for clothes shopping, and I said well, it doesn't really matter if I'm okay with it or not, now does it? and he said no.

I'm giving him the benefit of the doubt right now. But after I get back tomorrow.. I promise nothing.